Worth Fighting For..
i met this girl when i was in 2nd year high school. i noticed her because there are times that she kept on looking at me. she is Ma. Chelo Bendicho y Azarcon.
i found out that we were craving for the same things, like Nsync, Britney Spears, BSB etc. [we both have the same taste of interest]. we were hanging out in the same group and then i finally able to know her a lil bit more. she's so sweet, nice and kind. we've been very close since then. she became my bestfriend and me as her bestfriend aswell.
in our friendship, we had a lot of ups and downs. most of the time it came from her part [..i think]. there's this one time i almost lost her because of her "girlfriend" [which i consider it as my worst "battle" for winning her].we're bestfriends, we actually go out, hang out and do the 'stuff' together. not until she had her girlfriend. i got jealous ofcourse. i miss hanging out with her, i miss leaving the school with her, i miss having lunch with her..i miss everything about her. i cant blame her though. she had her girlfriend with her all the time and she had a commitment with her [didn't she have a commitment to me too?!, anywayz..]
i told her everything about my doubts to her since she had her girlfriend, i also told her everything that was here *points to the heart*, i let it all out. ofcourse, she was completely at sea then. she loved her girlfriend very much. she said it all to her girlfriend, her girlfriend [ofcourse] got mad at me. i thought she understands. i thought we already talked about "it". to add insult to injury, her girlfriend confronted me about it and we almost fight. i was going to give her what she wants but all i ever think that very moment was my bestfriend [how could this be so? she's just right behind us and not even helping me face her girlfriend while she's yelling to my face!...how could she do this to me *sob*]
i got home..mad and very sad! i couldn't believe it!..got on my knees and asked God "WHY?"..she's all i ever have!..time passed i didn't talk to her. i just have to accept that good things never last!....
but i kept of fighting..hoping that someday i could win her back..it's all worth it though...after all..
her road leads to me..
*sniff*
i feel so alive again of having her with me. we've learned our lessons and we realized something big for our friendship... "at the end..it's still 'US'"
*i love you so much Budz!*
Stand for what you belive! - Lee Falcon
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