...at times...he's always there!
i noticed this guy when we were in 2nd year high school. he was my school mate then. we met because of a common friend. since then, we bacme became close and he became my guy bestfirend and i as his girl bestfriend.
he was the one who comforted me at times when im feeling bad, times when chelo had a girlfriend, times when i have no one to talk to, times when i actually needed someone...
*chuckles* funny coz most of the peeps in our campus thought that we were a couple..coz most of the time we actually spent our recess and lunch as much as possible together and he would wait for me at my room so we could go home together. (how i miss those days!)
i miss this guy's voice, he's silly stories, he's smile, the way he actually treated me as his "sister" or simply as his "Bessy"...i miss those times when i went at his place, go inside his room, surfed the net and most of the time we talked about our desires..our life..what would it be..where would we be...
a year after that..he had a girlfriend who is also a friend of mine..i was really greatfull coz even if he had a girlfriend..he would make sure he had enough time to atleast give me a ring and asked me how did my day went, etc.. *sniff*
i actually fall for this guy..i cant help it!..he's been there..he was always there!..i was very much open to him about everything..i was even thinking of being his "girl"...but NO!!..i didn't need anything more from him..i love the way he was..the way he is..and all i am is a friend to him...and i am much contented and cool with it!! *wide smile*
i thank God for having such a wonderfull Bessy..he may be a guy..but he understands everything about me!!..and i thank my Bessy JC for being just the way he is!!
*Bessy, i miss being with you!*
Stand for what you belive! - Lee Falcon
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