Looking Back
before the clock strikes 12 in the midnight...i don't know what's got into me to look at all the stuffs that i have kept all these years...my journals, the letters, the gifts, the candy or choco bar wrappers, the beer or vodka caps, the pictures, the video tapes, all the stuffs that reminds me of yesteryears...
i can't hardly believe how grown up i am now...turning 19 years of age soon...who would have thought, in the eyes of many that a not-so-friendly, harmful, over-confident, varsity player, tomboy turned out to be someone you thought she's not?!?!?
this may sound cocky, but to those who have known me, to those whom i trust, to those who can exactly define who the real me is...are so damn LUCKY!! whoever they are, i know they can tell... *brags*
looking back makes you realize how blessed you are...and damn, that's what i fell now!!...you can never appreciate a thing if you're just going to focus on the lil, simple or single detail about it...you have to look further, you have to feel more, you have to hold on and take care of it...this just ain't about material things...it's about humans, aswell...
hmm, lets put it this way...you met this someone and became a part of your life because of what he/she can give you...what if this someone have nothing left to give???...will you still try to hold on to him/her and let him/her a part of your life still???...i don't think so...coz you're too focused on what you can get from this someone!!...you should think of what this someone could have done if you haven't been focusing on the things that he/she could give you...you might never know that this someone can give you more than what he/she could have given to you if you weren't too focused on the 'lil detail" about that someone...
*sigh*
people are people...we think, we act, we fell the same way...we all have a heart and a mind that only humans can feel and think...sure, you don't want to be treated like a toy, a rag, or worst, an animal...we are all the same...the way you treat that someone might treat you the way you're treating him/her............SO BE HUMAN ENOUGH TO TREAT A HUMAN!!!
"be human enough" - Lee Falcon
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