...Never...Really...
what's playing: Never Again [Justin Timberlake]
started with a very nice flow of conversation through sms with my Ate Joey...cant help talk about the feeling this "asshole" left to me...
'corz, i let my heart cried out again...she was very attentive...after my rantings...she told me things that were...and still are, true...i wasn't able to cry that hard since the last time i did when he "dumped" me...
sensible lee: it's alright to cry..let it out..figure out what you really want.
nostalgic lee: i only want this feeling to end, but it seems it's not gonna end at all... *.*
...as what she have told me, i wasn't born to be like this...to be in shit, and i should stand for what i choose wether he comes back or not...and again...she made me cry, just like that!!...
sensible lee: why not?...it's so so true, and yet...you never give a damn about it though you already knew about it since then!!...tsk...
nostalgic lee: lee's been very considerate to me lately and that's what makes me stay like this..
...sure i know i have to be more considerate to my sensible side, but how??!! tsk....oh well, after this crying, i know i'll be better anyway..
i never really had him...he never really cared...he never really...NEVER!!........but he really had me...he really got the best of me....
*sob*
Stand for what you believe! - Lee Falcon
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