Amazing! =)
it's good to know that my Budz and her bro arrived in L.A. califonia safe and sound!! now, she's having fun in Las Vagas with her mother, brother and other relatives!! hmmm, hope i can get there too! *hahahahaha* i wonder what's she's doing there now, she said that it's deym chilly there.. *Budz, when you get here, hope you don't have a runny nose! kekekekek* - AMAZING!
read Kuya Ayie's latest entry on his bloggy...while i was reading his blog, i was touched, i was smiling like Joker's smile *lolz* and i am so happy that i have a new found friend [Kuya Ayie]. too bad he's leaving with his family early next year and planning to come back after 2 years *far out* that is a very long time to wait! - ah well, i'll be "sexy" then, when he comes back! [pramish namin yan ni chelo! hmpt! *lolz* and i'll be in touch too!] - AMAZING!
i got a message from "the guy" through friendster...here it goes..."hi lee musta na? how come i dont hear anymore from you, ni text or miss call? lagi kanaba busy? hows school? hows yung job? are you doing ok ba? email me or message me here often, i miss talking to you. ok naman ako dito so far, advance merry xmas and happy new year. you take care ha. do you have a new cel number ba?" - so what f*ck that means?! *hahahahaha* i don't exactly know what i felt when i was reading it, i had mixed emotions..*hahahahaha* but honestly i am happy to actually get this message from him..*gawd damn it!! he remembers!!* - *ladida* - AMAZING!
i think mac totally forget about me! he disposed his cellphone number and i think he doesn't have a plan on giving me his new one! *tsk, pucha!* i am really disappointed on myself, after ignoring his "i-don't-know-if-it's-true-messages" i am still expecting "something" from him...maybe because i am used to be in "his life" as his confidante, someone whom he can tell things to..i guess a part of me is so deym upset on how things went for us..we were once friends, once a couple, friends again, couple again, friends again...and now...strangers or worst, enemies?!! some guys are harder to understand than Algebra and Physics! i hope this ain't an ego trip!! am missing mac big time!! *pucha talaga!* i may not be a part of his life anymore [was i?!] but i wish him good in his! *ho-hum* - AMAZING!
guess i'll be spending my christmas here in the village of Modesta..don't know if it'll be much happier than the last year's celebration or it'll be as boring as i though it would be?!!!!???...if that's the case i'll be spending the day of Dec 25th at my room, eating sinturis, listening to my music, writing on my journal, creating a new poem - whatever!! i just hope before the clock strikes 12 at midnight on the year 2005, everybody is happy and "refreshed"...my soul is one of those who needs "refreshments".. *hehehehe* it's a day in a life! - AMAZING!
it's soooo AMAZING that this things are happening to me, unexpectedly! *har har*
live life one day at a time dudes!!too bads we're not cats, we only have one life! be a FUN-SUCKER!! - that's good for your soul! *lolz*
"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon
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