Get a Clue
halleer peepz..missed me?!..hahaha!! don't worry, here i am, trying to update ya guys..
you'll see it on my profile the graphix that goes "Single and Loving It!" --- and it's true!! am single and i love it!! *wide smile*
SEAN "cool and cute buddy" : i actually have my guy friend here sitting next to me, he's using the other pc and he is playing an online game with his friends. his name is Sean Mark, he's a cute guy, really cute and he's sooo nice!! (oh shhhh, he's checking me out every now and then. he might see na siya ang topic ko sa blog ko, hehehe) anyways, i met Sean at my NSTP class. fortunately he became a member of my group (when i first saw him, WALA AKONG PAKEALAM) but we became close kasi lagi niya akong inaasar, he even told me once "wala kang bf ano?!" sabi ko naman "oo, pake mo?!" sabi niya "halata ko nga! ang suplada mo eh, at mukang maldita at ang angas pa!" sabi ko naman "e anong pake mo?! as if sasakit ang tiyan ko kung yan ang palagay mo!" then he end it up by saying "tigre!" (thats the reason kung bakit di ko naimagine na magiging close ko siya) ako ang group leader niya and whenever we have a group activity, he would came up to me and would ask me what would i assign to him. cooperative naman siya and he will do what i would tell him to do. i actually didn't like him, when i fist met him, i saw a tatoo on his left arm "zero 1" and i asked him kung what it means, he said "sa frat yan, name yan ng frat ko" -- you see, he's a cutie, pero di niya talaga nakuha attention ko, lalong T.O. when i found out that he is a frat member. my friends would say "lee ang cute ng ka-groupo mo, whats he's name?!" mga chuvachuchu pa. dami nilang tanong and interesado sila kay Sean, i was like - "HALLEEER?! sa itsura nyang yan, imposibleng lilima lang gf nyan, malamang sampu babae nyan and besides, member ng frat oh, what a turn off!!" my friends would tell me "kaw talaga, simula ng wala na kau ng ex mo, ang lalamig mo na sa mga lalake" - no comment ako!!
but time went on, Sean and i became closer than i expected. napalapit ako sa kanya when he saw me sa campus nung weekday and he saw me wearing my school uniform, corz i saw him wearing his school uniform too, bigla ba naman siyang namansin "oi lee, di mo sinabi sakin na nursing ka pala!!" eh ako naman "hehehe, nagtanong ka ba?! chaka ikaw rin ha, nursing!! mukha kang di makabasag pinggan ng dahil sa uniform mo" he just laughs sa sinabi ko then naglakad na siya sabay sabi "see you on saturday! ingat ha!!" when i went on sa pag lalakad ko nun with my friends, sobrang kinilig ako sa kanya, i was like - "halleeer lee?!! ikaw kinilig dun?" - naaaliw nga ako kasi mga friends ko kinilig din for me, sabi pa nila "buti pa si lee, kahit napakasuplada ng dating pinapansin ng gwapo" - napatawa talaga ako sa kanila!! and i pretended na wala lang sakin yung ngyari. hehehehe.
since then everytime nagkakasalubong kame ni Sean Mark sa school, walang araw na di lumalapit sa akin yan and magtatatanong ng kahit ano or kung kasama niya friends niya, kahit malayo ako tatawagin nyan name ko sabay kaway!! *hehehehe, di alam ni Sean nag blu-blush ako everytime he does it. hehehehe* pero pag iniimagine ko na manligaw si Sean sakin, diko carry! hehehe kakalowkah! ang gulo ko noh?! - GET A CLUE!!
PHILIP "romantic-player" : he is a nursing student also, never saw him sa campus, i first met and saw him at the Ozamiz City National High School when we had our volleyball practice. nagkasabay kasi yung practice namin sa paractice nila eh, he is a sepak-takraw player. di siya kagwapuhan, actually naaaliw ako sa mukha niya kasi para siyang si Michael Jackson sa mukha niya, ung mukha ni MJ sa Thriller days niya?! hehehehe. ganun ang itsura ni Philip. habang naglalakad kame from OCNHS to MU (Misamis University) i was walking along with my team mates, and namalayan ko nalang na sa likod namin, narinig ko name ko, sabi ng isang player ng takraw "yang naka-puti?! si Falcon yan, Lee ata name nyan eh" sabay kinalabit ako and asked me "Lee name mo diba!?" - i nodded. so habang naglalakad, nakisabay si Philip sa akin and he asked me:
philip: player ka ng volleyball?! bakit ngayon lang kita nakita?!
lee: ngayon lang ulit ako nakapag-practice kasi na-injured ako nun eh.
philip: ah, anong year mo na?!
lee: 1st year pa.
philip: pwede ba akong sumabay mag-lakad with you?!
lee: ano bang ginagawa mo ngayon?! di ba tayo magkasabay?!
philip: *smiles*
and there were silence. when we reached MU, my team mates told me "kaw tlaga! ang suplada mo!! baet baet nung Philip eh!" sagot ko lang, "ngee?! suplada ba yung ganun?!" -- after entrams, diko na masyado nakikita yung Philip na yun. actually, ngayon ko lang siya ulit nakita when i was heading the science building, dun din kasi siya galing with his classmates, kasama din niya yung iba pang players ng volleyball boys and ng sepak takraw. i saw them already, malayo pa ako nun. eh nakasanayan ko ng di mamansin ng mga tao-tao sa paligid ko and so di ko sila tiningnan para diko sila mapansin. umiba ako ng way, pero tinawag parin nila ako "Lily!!" ako naman, syempre mamamansin na "oi, hello!!" (sabay smile) nung naglakad na uli ako, i heard Philip said "gwapaha jud oi!" ("ang ganda talaga!") - napangiti ako kasi kinilig ako! hahahaha!! wala lang, naisip ko lang kasi, sa taba at itsura kong to?! un ang masasabi niya?! hahahaha!! well, i think i would never have a chance to thank him for his compliment. hehehe. a part of me actually likes him, a part of me dont. haaaay, ewan! ang gulo! - GET A CLUE!!
John Marl "looking-in-the-sly guy" : eto tlaga crush ko, he is a nursing student, tall-white-handsome guy. yaman pa nito, my crosswind and 2 types of motor bike tong lokong to. actually una ko siyang napansin nung namalayan ko siya and his friends were looking at me while am walking papuntang science building. nung mga panahong iyon, naiirita tlaga ako when i see someone stares at me. nagkataon na tumitingin sakin tong si JM, nairita ako sa kanya, kahit na gwapo siya. paro time passed, na-immune na ako sa mga tingin-tingin niya. actually, dun ko na siya naging crush. hehehe. habang naglalakad ako with my friend ann, i asked her "ano nga ba ang name nung may car...?" di pa natapos ang sentence ko, sumingit si Dick "....anong car?! crosswind?!" sabi ko naman "hindi yun noh!" (i was actually gonna ask ann kung anong name nung crush niya na my car din, pero since Dick opened it up, sinabayan ko na) "....pero sige, kilala mo yung my ari ng crosswind?" sagot naman si Dick "oo, si John Marl, classmate ko yun ng Health Care 1 eh, bakt?! crush mo?!" sabi ko naman "actually, MEJO crush lang, he is not my major crush, kung baga sa 1-10, pang 9 siya" *hehehehehe*
nung nagkita kame ulit ni Dick, he tole me:
dick: lee, kilala ka pla niya!
lee: sinong niya?!
dick: ni JM!
lee: ngeee!! loko ka! you opened me up to him?
dick: di naman maxado, i just asked him kung kilala ba nya yung player ng volleyball girls na number 5, so sabi niya kilala ka niya.
lee: and then?! di ba siya nagtaka ng inopen mko sa kanya?!
dick: he asked me "bakit?!"
lee: then?! ano sabi mo?! sabi mo may crush ako?!
dick: hindi no, sinagot ko lang sa kanya na "wala lang, tanong ko lang kung kilala mo ba" yun lang.
lee: alam mo dick, mag fi-filing na yung mokong na yun!
....at hindi nga ako nagkamali, nag filing na nga si JM. yung mga tingin niya sakin iba na, not like before na tumitingin lang, ngayon mga tingin niya parang my mga "meaning" na and it irritates me more!! grrrr!! nawalan na nga ko ng gana sa kanya eh, as in diko na siya crush. ganun lang!
pero wag ka, Dick told me "alam mo lee, he asked for your name" ako naman "ha? kala ko ba kilala na niya ako?!" sabi ni dick "hindi, i mean nag ask siya sa complete name mo and what year ka na daw" ako naman "so sinagot mo naman tanong niya?" sabi niya "oo naman, nagtatanong siya eh, and lee, mukhang interesado siya sayo! yikoooy" -- bang!! ano daw?! mukhang nabingi ako saglit!! haaaaay, ewan!! kinilig ako, syempre pero.......AYAW KO EH!! actually am having goosebumps whenever i felt like "hooking" to someone. ai ewan ko bahhhh!! - GET A CLUE!
LeeMar "guy with the guts" : he's a Comp. Eng. student, graduating na sya this coming march. nagkakilala kame coz he was my friend's textmate. it happend that i was using a post paid sim, nakikitext yung friend ko sakin and she was texting him then. so di nagtagal, Leemar became my textmate na. so, nag eye ball kame. after a few days, nanligaw na si Leemar sakin, he asked me through text:
leemar: lee, pwede ba ako manligaw sayo?
lee: huh?! bakit?! and how come?! eh kakikilala mo lang naman sa akin ah?!
leemar: wala lang, you seem nice.
lee: com'on, yoko ng plastik ha!! kaw lang sa karamihan ang nag sabing nice ako, lahat nga sila namamalditahan sakin eh!
leemar: eh mukhang maldita ka naman talaga eh! pero lucky me coz una kitang nakilala sa text, atleast my first impression was positive.
lee: ah ganun bah?! well, bakit ka ba manliligaw?!
leemar: eh kasi i like you, and i want to feel what's it's like to be inlove again.
lee: CHAR!! bahala ka!! nasa sayo na yan! good luck nalang!
...so nanligaw nga siya. he was a good suitor. pinupuntahan ako kung san man ako, offering a ride whenever he has his motor bike with him. every NSTP ko, inaabangan ako nyan sa gate. every vacant ko pinupuntahan ako sa tambayan ko. nung napilayan nga ako sa game namin, iniwan na ako lahat ng ka-team ko and when he knew na napilayan ako and i was alone sa court, pinuntahan niya ako and was offering a ride na ihahatid nalang daw niya ako. ako lang tong di pumapayag. for short, he is really nice!! actually, when he knew that Mac is my ex, nahinaan siya ng loob. he even told me "lee, ex mo pala si Mac, di kaya magagalit yun pag niligawan kita?!" was i was like "HALLEEER?! who the hell is Mac ba?!" sobrang nairita ako when i heard him say that, di ako umimik sa kanya. pero he was telling me "pasensya ka na ha, takot lang kasi ako baka galawin ako ng ex mo eh. kilala mo naman siguro kung ano siya rito diba? ayaw ko lang ng gulo." i got aggrevated and told him "kung alam mo ang meaning ng "ex", di ka sana natatakot ngayon manligaw sakin dahil sa kanya. and if you actually think na gagalawin ka niya coz you're courting me, you'd better stop nalang, para kumalma ka na" (and sabay nag walk-out ako) haaaay, sino ba naman di maiirita dun?! i really hate it when someone descriminates me dahil lang i WAS a part of an asshole's life!! i mean, di lang si Leemar ang "natakot" or "nailang" when they knew about me and the asshole. i can name loeads of them na dapat eh kaibigan ko na, naging stranger sila ulit sakin dahil lang dun. most of them are guys. *haaaaaaay, BUHAY!!!*
anyways, after that, he texted me that night. he apologized and told me na ipagpapatuloy daw niya panliligaw niya. ako naman, as always walang pake so i said "bahala ka!" ok naman talaga si Leemar, pero nawalan na ako ng gana sa kanya. di naman talaga siya gwapo. as in HINDI, pero i like his effort and all that. PERO ulit, AYAAAW ko!! ewan ko ba!! - GET A CLUE!
Noel "simple-smart ass": he is a nursing student, i dont actually know what year he's in, but my guess is he is in 3rd year. he is one of our department's board of directors. i noticed this guy when he went to our Philosophy class to campaign for the coming election then. i actually noticed him coz i was infront of the class and while he was waiting for his turn to campaign, he was outside our room and was looking at me. i mean, ewan ko!! pansin ko talaga nun he was looking at me, coz kung sisilip siya sa room, dapat kameng lahat ang tinitingnan niya. pero hindi eh, pag sumisilip siya, his 1st glance was on me talaga. so dun ko lang siya napansin. and ofcourse, naging crush ko na siya. may itsura naman siya and he's smart. whenever na magkasalubong kame, di maiwasang di tumingin sakin yang lokong yan. pasalamat siya crush ko siya!! *hehehehehe* pero pag nagkataon na nahuhuli niya akong tumitingin rin sa kanya, naiinis ako!! hehehehe kasi nabubuking ako eh. loko ko noh?! *toinks* ai ewan! - GET A CLUE!
Jesrel "Mr. Personality" : he's a working student, i dont have an idea on what year he is and what course he is taking. he's no good looking guy pero may dting naman siya. lagi ko siyang nakikita nag wawalis sa cat-walk ng school's entrance namin every morning when am heading on my 1st class. nakilala ko siya kasi magkatabi yung room namin pag MWF 5pm-6pm. friend niya yung classmate ko and lagi ko siyang napapansin sa classroom namin talking to my classmate. one time, when he was talking to my classmate, nandun din si Ann (my friend) sa tabi nila. Ann heard Jesrel said "pare, regards mo naman ako dun oh" (pointing at me) eh narinig ni Ann yun, so Ann called me. pinalapit ako sa kanila and she said "Lee, my sasabihin ata tong si Jesrel sayo!" ako naman, diko naman siya kilala pa talaga, i just said "bakit?! ano ba yun?!" di na nakaimik si Jesrel and was actually trying to get away from me *hahahaahaha* unfortunately, hinahawakan siya ni Bernard (yung classmate namin na friend niya) pinakilala nalang ni Bernard sakin si Jesrel nun. ako naman, wala lang. *keber?!??*
pero what i like kay Jesrel is, namamansin siya sakin since nung pinakilala kame ni Bernard sa isat-isa. As in namamansin talaga. wala lang, gusto ko yung ganun. genuine yung dating ni Jesrel, apparently he really likes me pero, hanggang dun lang siya. i know walang balak manligaw yun, i can feel it. serioso yun sa pag aaral eh and ang sipag pa! biruin mo ba naman working student siya sa school namin. i like him narin pero ang normal attitude ko eh ayaw ko MUNA yung mga serious ekek na yan!! - GET A CLUE!
last but not the least..
Bryan "all i wanted" : he is a 2nd year criminology student, he is my ChemLEC and Filipino classmate. actually, i haven't noticed na classmate ko siya, namalayan ko nalang yun when my classmate sa filipino came to me and said "lee, may gusto magpakilala sayo" ako naman "Saan?! Sino?!" and there, pinakilala kame ng classmate ko sa isat-isa. so dun na nagsimula ang lahat, nakiki-regards siya sa akin. pero ang nakakainis lang sa kanya is, ang lakas tumitig at mang-regards pero di naman namamansin. ewan ko, na challenge ako sa kanya. dko masabi na gwapo siya, di rin naman siya pangit. may dating siya, maputi at i can say that i really like him. tahimik siya. mahiyain din. i knew maganda naman ang flow ng conversation namin pag magkatext kame eh. pero na-stop yun all of a sudden, di na siya nagrereply. i dunno why. malay ko ba dun. pero i honestly admit that i like him, and kung meron man sa mga lalakeng nabanggit ko na gusto kong makarelasyon, si Bryan na yun! i mean, i dont know. iba ang dating nya compare to the others. hindi siya mayabang, hindi talaga siya showy and i know that he really likes me (sabihin mo pang makapal ang mukha ko pero mga kaibigan na niya nag sasabi na gustong gusto daw ako ni Bryan) and i guess kahit gusto niya ako, he haven't made a move yet. ako lagi umuuna. ako nag kumuha ng mobile number niya just so i could communicate with him. haaay, gusto ko siyang ligawan, promise!! pero anong magagawa ko, too bad am a gurl! *sigh*
sabi ng karamihan, na discourage siya na manligaw sakin dahil daw "social" ako. para daw ang hirap kong abutin para kay Bryan, Bryan is a simple guy, di siya mayaman and all that, yun daw ang dahilan. sabi pa nila, nasa isip ni Bryan na baka mainsulto siya dahil lalake daw siya tapos wala man lang daw siya pang "date" for me if ever manliligaw siya sakin. *sigh! if he only knew* iniimagine ko na nga maging bf yun eh, pero naisip ko narin na buti nalang na di siya nanligaw at di ko siya naging bf, atleast wala akong problema sa puso, coz i know i would fall for him. buti nalang talaga! so naiinis ako sa katorpehan niya pero at the same time, nagpapasalamat ako sa katorpehan niya! *hehehehehe* - GET A CLUE!
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