Bringing out the Best
last night was the night that i cried my pain out..again!! sheeesh, i was crying like for 7pm to 11pm?! *far out*...my head ached ofcourse, i felt that my eyes are too heavy that i can't even open it big enough!!..talked to che and to Ate Jo then, telling me the things that i have to hear over and over - coz of stubborness!!..gawd!! why can't HE just let me live!!! - why can't i let myself live?? *arhg*
sensible lee: he's not worth it!! he's an asshole more than anyone else you know!! he's just a pain in the ass!! a life ruiner!! he's a nuisance!!
there times that i would think that why did God gave me the chance to be this deep??!! i wanted to be mad at Him..i am wishing that i could turn back the hands of time and change the choice i made!!! - and YES!! it's the choice that made me, the girl that i am right now!!..it's not Him, and it would never be His fault..NEVER!! the blame is on me and i think that is the price that i have to pay - for loving someone?!?? *whateverrrr*
oh well, i have learned my lessons and that's my blessings!!
Praise God!!
"be human enough" - Lee Falcon
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