my prerogative: December 2005

after more than 6 years, nagun lang ulit ako nakapag-experience ng pasko dito sa home town ko. it's really fun and take note = HINDI BORING!!! *laughs*

in modesta kasi, kami lang 4 sa haus, ofcourse may handa kami and we would eat together but un lang tlga un! nothing more, nothing less!!

pero dito, at first, sobrang busy kame. since morning ng 24th of december, busy kame making special puto, ang business ng grandma ko. ang daming order, 1800 pcs ang order and start kame ng 8am tas natapos kame ng 7pm. gawd!! ganun ka tindi!! pakiramdam ko nga ganun lang ang gagawin namin, tas after namin magluto ng mga order ng puto, pahing saglit tas prepare nanaman for noche buena!! badtrip nga di na kame nakasimba nung gabing un!! nung nakapag luto na kame for noche buena, pahinga tas di rin nagtagal, kainan na!! ang saya kasi ang dami namin eh!! hahahaha!! ung spag nga na niluto namin, 3kls lahat tas nakalagay pa sa planggana sa sobrang dami, tas naubos naman lahat!! hahaahaha! ang saya talaga!!

after kumaen, nagpaputok kami, tas after nun, nag inuman nah! si tita tess, si kuya noli [husband ni tita tess], si kuya ace [bro ko], si beauty [sis ko], si carlo [bestfriend ni ace], si manang ann [cuzin ko], si auntie bebot [tita ko]. *laughs!* aliw ako kasi ang dami namin tas si beauty lang young under age na umiinom sa amin, hahaha! my sis is just 17yo. TEQUILA yung ininom namin tas ng binili yun, ng nakita ni kuya ace na yun ang itatagay, sabi niya sakin "naku clay!! tikman mo to, masarap to chaka ssiguradong 2shots lang knock out kna nito!" - so sabi ko "oh bah!! gsto kong malasing para makatulog na agad!" ---- e pucha! naka 12 shots na ako di pa ako natumba?! sobrang walang epekto?! alangya!! hintay ko pa naman na bumagsak ako?! gosh!! yung sis ko ang tumumba, naka 10 shots ang sis ko at nakaabang na nga ung pag-11 niya na shot, biglang sumuka! hahahahaha!! nainggit ako!! hahahahaha!! aion, di tumalab yung tequila pero kinabukasan sobrang nangagati ako dahil sa rashes - NORMAL!! *laughs*

it's pa's bday today!! happy bday pa!! miss you so!!

when i was i kid, what i have in mind was all about me: who am gonna play with, when will my hair grow, when will i started going out alone, and etc. i always wanted to do the things on my own, with out my mom and my brother. most of the time then, dapat lagi kong kasama si kuya and i should ask permission to my mom. when i grew older, nasa tamang age na ako, ganun parin ang gusto ko. when i was in manila, puro sarili ko iniisip ko. like, kelan pa kaya ko pakakaalis sa bahay namin, tipong ganun. i wanted to ran away from my family. i was to lazy to deal with my problems with them. pag my problema, pakiramdam ko kaagad na "di na malulutasan". ganun ako ka "nega" pag dating sa family ko. i guess ayaw ko lang na madisappoint ako pag sobrang nag expect ako sa kanila. *sigh*

i thank God for granting my wish to study here in Oz and ng malayo naman sa pamilya ko. coz in this set up, namimis ko sila and ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang halaga nila! haaaaay, i feel like going home and hugging them for real!! now i know kung hanggang san sila sa buhay ko. kung ano sila sa buhay ko.

christmas time is fast approaching, gustong gusto ko na silang mayakap at pasalamatan sa lahat which i failed to do for AGES!! *sad*

love and miss ya mom and pa!

i am what i am..

Name: Lee

as a real girl, i has withstood the test of time and i am constantly evolving with the changes around me..having practically grown up infront of the judgemental and fickle world, i know how i can make my success happend for myself..i may have committed a lot of mistakes along the way, but i am continually learning from them..you may love me or hate me, nobody can ignore the fact that i am here to stay!! Welcome to MY world!!

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