guys and sex pt. ii
[this entry contains explicit matter..no offense guys, am not talking in general and am talking in behalf of all gurls!]
am really trying to figure out and understand why guys seems to make sex a big deal in a relationship, or even if they're not into a relationship, it's so damn biggie for them to score with a gurl!!
what's with sex that guys seems to be liking it as a "hobby"? i don't even know how can most of the guys take sex too casually?! it really seems to me that they wanna have a girlfriend or flirts around just to get laid!! after a few months, or weeks, or days, they would take their girls to somewhere they can f*ck 'em!! they look us girls as an amusement!! *damn it!*
fact sez, guys get easily horny, that's why i guess they jerk off easily too!! well, does that mean they have the license to fuck around?! *bullshit!*
ok, ok..let's say that guys wont do it if gurls won't let 'em to..but guys, have ya ever think the reason why gurls gave ya what you want?! coz they like you; they want to satisfy you; worst, they LOVE you!! do you love 'em too? is that the reason why you wanna fuck her?! *bullshit!*
if they get easily horny, they easily jerk off, and after that, they get lost easily!! guys are much harder to comprehend than us girls and algebra and physics!! atleast girls do bitch about their feelings, even if they're acting different from what they're saying, atleast you can tell of what they're up to..guys?!! they are the "silent killer" of girls emotionally..*sigh*
i know there are still a lot of guys who believes in sex as "making love", not "making fun"..lucky those gurls who'll find those guys!! hope am one of those lucky ones!! *fingers crossed*
this was my post, uhhh, almost a year ago. i honestly have nothing in mind now than "guys and sex" - i actually thought that i could get over with what my "exs" had left me. meeting another guys made me think back of my past relationships. i dont know, i just have this fear of "something" and i dont actually know what is it. guess it's fear of falling inlove, fear of feeling the pain, fear of disappointment and so on. *pano mo naman ma build-up yang sarili mo kung di mo mararanasan yun?!* you could say that again!!
oh, i have to emphasize this : AM NOT IN LOVE!! i guess i wont be. *far out!* but i do have guys who are "close" to me. i feel like a celebrity na nga eh, whenever someone asks me if "who is HE?!" or "is HE your bf?!" i would just shrug or i'd say "he's someone special" or "he's a friend!".
no one is courting me personally though, they say "high standard" daw ako. whatever that means. kesyo, suplada, mataray, maldita, sosyal, di kame papasa, and so on.... *keberrr?!* my tita asked me "my nanliligaw na ba sayo sa school?!" i said "wala!" she then told me "wala talagang papatol sayo!" - anak ng teteng! sakit nun ah!!!! but she elaborated it. she said "dont feel bad about it, it's not your lost anyway. they just dont have the guts to get near you - in short, they are afraid and do you know what that means?!" sagot ko "no!!" she continued "..it means, mataas ang respeto nila sayo. itsura mo pa lang, di na pang basta-basta. if a guy courts you, yan ang makapal ang mukha. if a guy wants to be your friend and stayed, yan ang tunay na lalake." *whew!* that was the very first time na nakarnig ako ng ganun galing sa kadugo ko. i was smiling when she told me that. i was happy and i was actually at ease. sarap ng feeling and napa-AJA tuloy ako kay tita!! *laughs*
i took a quiz on the net about "do-you-need-a-bf?" a year a go. i just want to post this again coz when i took this test, my bf ako nun so now totoo na talaga, i dont need no stinkin bf!! *huh?! panu si darwin and udel?!* huwaaat?! they are NOT my boyriends. they are my boy-friends, owwwkeyyyy?!!
am happy - lil tipsy though! *hah!*
