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Thursday, December 30, 2004

Romance in Paris

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Main Characters:

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Park Shin Yang (Carlo) Kim Jung Eun (Vivian)

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Lee Dong Gun (Martin)


What, when, where and who:
This story is about how a "sparrow changes into the phoenix", it's about how a poor girl met and falling love with a rich guy. If you are thinking this is just a typical romantic series, you are wrong. This series was so great that you can learn so many things from it. "Lovers in Paris" was the big hit in Korea, it also broke lots of air-rating records. The story between one poor girl and a rich family becomes the most popular story in Korea. Because of that, I watched the series, and it was one of the greatest Korean drama I ever seen so far!

Kim Jung Eun plays a typical girl, who is very poor, at the beginning of the show, she studies in Paris, and doing part-time job as a house keeper. This is how she met Park Shin Yang, who is a very rich car-salesman, he hired Kim Jung Eun as his house keeper. Park Shin Yang is really rich, but he doesn't know how to love a woman until he met Kim Jung Eun, who is a really special and interesting woman. Meanwhile, Park Shin Yang's nephew Lee Dong Gun also falls in love with Kim. You will learn later in the story about Park and Lee's true relationship, they are not uncle and nephew, they are two brothers. Lee was so crazy about Kim, but when he learned the fact that Park and Kim are in love with each other, Lee felt so depressed. Plus, after he learned that Park is his brother, Lee becomes very jealous, and he wants to destroy everything Park owns...

THE FACTORS

Dislike Factor

The supporting actress: There are lots things common in a Korean romantic series, that is: the supporting actresses are evil, and he fights very hard to get marry to the main actor. In this series, it is also the same, and of course, you have no choice other than hating the supporting actress.

Park Shin Yang's sister (mother): I don't like her facial expressions, it seems like she doesn't act in any kind of emotions. Her face is the same when she is mad or happy. Plus, I don't like the way she treats Kim, she treats Kim very badly just because the fact that two of her sons are both madly in love with Kim.

Love Factor

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Kim and Park Park and Lee (before Lee founds out their brothers)

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Lee and Kim


Park Shin Yang: This is the guy every girls dream to marry! Park Shin Yang's character is unique, special, rich, and he is very handsome! Some of you might think that he is not cute. Well, yes, I agree. But being cute doesn't means the guy is great. You have to see the character of the guy. Park Shin Yang is extremely charming, the way he falls in love with Kim, and the way he protects her just makes every girl goes crazy for him. He is very man! Not only the fact I am in love with his character, I also began to notice Park Shin Yang himself. He is a great actor, his performances in this series are excellent! I love the way he yells at people, I love the way he is being romantic, I love the way he sings, he cries. I love his smiles, and the charming dimple ~.~

Park and Kim: Other than Park Shin Yang, I also like Kim's character very much, because she is a very interesting character, interesting enough to let two men falling in love with her. Park and Kim's chemistry is so great, they are really the perfect couple. They are both unique, and perfect for each other.

Lee Dung Gun: Well, you might hate him towards the end, because he is trying to destroy everything Park owns. However, you will also pity for Lee, because of his love towards Kim. Lee's love is no much less than Park's love towards Kim. However, Lee will not get any results back, it is a pity. You will felt heart-broke as Lee is suffering. The way he cries will make you sad. The good thing is, Lee didn't turn into a evil person, he did regret for what he did to his brother. I also like the performances from Lee, he is also a great actor and i admire him big time!! *blush*

Pity Factor

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Lee, hopelessly in love with Kim.

Lee Dung Gun: His mother doesn't love him because she doesn't love Lee's father. His only love doesn't love him back, because she is in love with his uncle (brother). His only uncle (brother) is the only person he respects, but they became enemy. I really feel pity for Lee Dung Gun's character, watching all the things he suffered just makes me heart-breaking.

How Come Factor

The Family Stuff: Ok, as you will learn in episode 14 or 15 that Lee and Park are two brothers. They share the same mother, different fathers. The story is this: the mother falls in love with a guy, and they had Park as the son. But, the grandfather doesn't like the father, so he forced the mother to marry to someone else, who she doesn't love at all. Then, Lee was born. This explains why the mother loves Park more than Lee. But, why does the grandfather accepts Park as the son, if the grandfather really hates Park's father, he should choose Lee to be the son, not Park. I don't get this part...

Best Scenes

There are way too many scenes are excellent in this series. In Korean, the population chose 10 best scenes, which also happen to be my favorites. So, let's count them down..

10. Park Shin Yang's Dimple: When both Park and Kim are in the car after they got engaged. Kim was telling Park that she loves Park's dimple. Kim asks Park to smile and show his dimple. Kim also uses her fingers to open Park's mouth, it was so funny.
09. The Swimming Poll: When Park fires Kim, his excuse was: I don't like you to be around me. Of course, that was a lie, and Kim knows it. So, Kim told Park she doesn't know how to swim, and then jumps into the swimming poll. Park jumps in to save her, but she swims back to the edge. Park yells at her why she does such thing, Kim told him that she lied because she felt Park also lied. That scene was very unique.
08. Park Shin Yang's Tears: His character is very strong, but when his heart got hurt, he can also cry. I must say Park's tears are the most amazing tears I ever seen. Not only you can feel his pain, you can also feel his tears! I loved the part when he told his sister (mother) about how heart-broke he was. He says,"in business, I have faith to do anything and solve any problems. But, for love, I don't know what to do. I am so tired, sister, my heart hurts so bad..." Also, I loved the part when he says good-bye to Kim in the airport.
07. The Famous Kiss Scene: Before the kiss scene, Park's friend was making fun of Kim, and Park beats the friend. Park then takes Kim away, he yells at her and asks her why she didn't stop Park's friend for making fun of her. Kim says she doesn't want Park to look bad. Then, the two kissed, because they know they are concerning about each other so much... It was a very very long kiss scene, but so sweet!
06. "The One Shots the Gun is Me": I loved this line so much, it is great for business pleasures. Whenever you find someone betrays you in the business world, you can use this line: "To shot the gun, you need to use the right hand, the left hand only uses for support. The one shots the gun is me, I am the right hand. I only will shot one warning shot, after that, the bullet gets real."
05. Park Shin Yang's Song - "Can I Love You?": It is so great to hear Park Shin Yang sang in this series, he got a great voice! I love this song as well. The way he sings it to Kim is just so sweet. This song will makes every girl go crazy! So, to the guys, I think you should learn to sing if you want your girl goes crazy, hehe.
04. The Ice Hockey Scene: This is the time when two men are revealing feelings about starting a war. Both Lee and Park were not willing to give up loving Kim. Lee said to Park, "you have too many things to worry about, but I am only concerning about Kim. I love Kim, so, please give up." Park says, "I am sorry, if I have to give up everything to choose one thing, I will choose Kim, and only Kim." Lee then says, "give up everything, including me?" Park says, "including you!"
03. "Call Me Obba": [Obba in Korean means brother, girls also call their boyfriend "obba"] When Park wants Kim to call him "obba", that scene was so funny. After Kim calls him "obba", Park laughed and said, "stop it!" But, Kim keeps calling him "obba", that scene was really cute.
02. "In Here, There Is You": this is dating lesson 101 - if a guy wants to tell a girl that he loves her, there is no other better ways then saying, "In here, there is you." The guy also needs to take the girl's hand, and makes her hand to reach the guy's heart. That shows, in the guy's heart, there is the girl, get it?
01. "Honey, Let's Go!": dating lesson 202 - if you haven't call your girlfriend or boyfriend "honey" yet, you better do so! I loved the part when Park calls Kim "honey", he calls her that even before they start to date. The scene when a guy is yelling at Kim, and Park takes Kim away from that guy, he said, "honey, let's go!" It was really cute. Later, when the two are dating, Park keeps saying, "honey, let's go", it is just too sweet.

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Love triangle *sigh*

The Storyline
I love the story very much, because there are so many great lines and scenes, which you will never forget. However, the ending was a little strange, but it is also unique, I guess that is the best way to end it.

Worth Watching?
This is the must see Korean series. Even if you are not a Korean-series fan, you should give this series a try, you won't regret it.






Lee rocks!! @ 6:14 PM

 

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

My Sovereign Obsession - Lee Dung-Gun

Lee in "Lovers in Paris"


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The Carlo-Vivian Engagement party look.



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Lee, banging out a beat!!

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The "famous hockey game" with Carlo.


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a smile for Vivian


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Lee, in "something else"....



"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon



Lee rocks!! @ 3:00 PM

 

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

I've Seen Red!!

[this entry contains explicit matter, so i dare you to not judge me]

mom went home from work, asked me about the boundary of the jeep. i told her to ask my brother coz he was the one driving the jeep home last night. she asked my brother and i didn't know what they were talking about, but as far as i am concerned, i heard my brother mentioned my name sevaral times attatched with all the considerations that my mom has given me. (kinikwenta NA NAMAN niya ang mga ginawa niya sa mga ginagawa ko). he has been so unreasonable when it comes to that!

i was at my mom's room while listening to their annoying and that-would-lead-to-nothing conversation. listening to them was so annoying and for the fact that my brother would never ever spare me for this kind of "controversy". though i was heating up, i stayed quiet, as always.

not till my brother angrily called me "lumabas ka jan sa kwarto, tangina, makikita mo!". when i heard him called me that way, i was like "what did i do??????"...ofcourse, i stepped out of the room and went to the kitchen to face him and said "ano gusto mo? ano ba ginawa ko?" - he was yelling at me "ako naglinis jan kahapon, ikaw wala ka man lang ginawa, tagal mo pang gumising" - and so i yelled back "kinikwenta mo na naman yang bagay na ngayon mo lang ginawa, wala pa nga yan sa mga ginawa ko" - he yelled back at me, ofcourse "sige, magsalita ka pa kundi................" - i said "kundi ano?? ano?? kung mangingwenta ka, siguraduhin mong malalamangan mo ung mga ginawa ko sa mga ginawa mo para may masabi ka!" - in case you didn't know, my brother is PIKON. he had nothing left to say to defend himself, he came near to me and pushed me hard to the wall. (usually, whenever he did this kind of thing to me, i'll get back on my feet and walk away, trying to understand his "nature" - since we were kids.)

....but what just happend was different, when i got my balance, i attacked him with full force. i hit him as fast, as hard and as many as i could in his face with my bare hands.

fortunately, mom was there, she stopped me from hitting my brother, but though she was in the middle i still tried to reached my brother and hit him again. my brother stepped back, with my anger, i even grabbed the glass and the pan to hit it to him. [ofcourse, the glass and the pan is now broken]. all that came out in my mouth was "putang*na mo!! hindi mo pa ako kilala, nagtitimpi lang ako sayo, ngayon pinasabog mo ako!!"

my mom dragged me from the kitchen to the hallway, she shouted at me to stop and asked me to go to my room.

when i locked myself in my room, i just then realized how mean and angry i was to do what i just did, and i just then found out that my left had was bleeding and my right knuckle was hurting, caused of hitting my brother with all my might.

i know how bad or violent i can be, but i never knew you could provoke me - just like that! i know i can hold on resentment, but i never knew i couldn't hold it that long.

i learned my lessons and i found out something for myself [DUH! - didn't i always HAVE TO learn the HARD WAY??? argh!], hope my brother too.

"it's either you control your attitude, or it controls you!"



"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 5:37 PM

 

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Amazing! =)

it's good to know that my Budz and her bro arrived in L.A. califonia safe and sound!! now, she's having fun in Las Vagas with her mother, brother and other relatives!! hmmm, hope i can get there too! *hahahahaha* i wonder what's she's doing there now, she said that it's deym chilly there.. *Budz, when you get here, hope you don't have a runny nose! kekekekek* - AMAZING!

read Kuya Ayie's latest entry on his bloggy...while i was reading his blog, i was touched, i was smiling like Joker's smile *lolz* and i am so happy that i have a new found friend [Kuya Ayie]. too bad he's leaving with his family early next year and planning to come back after 2 years *far out* that is a very long time to wait! - ah well, i'll be "sexy" then, when he comes back! [pramish namin yan ni chelo! hmpt! *lolz* and i'll be in touch too!] - AMAZING!

i got a message from "the guy" through friendster...here it goes..."hi lee musta na? how come i dont hear anymore from you, ni text or miss call? lagi kanaba busy? hows school? hows yung job? are you doing ok ba? email me or message me here often, i miss talking to you. ok naman ako dito so far, advance merry xmas and happy new year. you take care ha. do you have a new cel number ba?" - so what f*ck that means?! *hahahahaha* i don't exactly know what i felt when i was reading it, i had mixed emotions..*hahahahaha* but honestly i am happy to actually get this message from him..*gawd damn it!! he remembers!!* - *ladida* - AMAZING!

i think mac totally forget about me! he disposed his cellphone number and i think he doesn't have a plan on giving me his new one! *tsk, pucha!* i am really disappointed on myself, after ignoring his "i-don't-know-if-it's-true-messages" i am still expecting "something" from him...maybe because i am used to be in "his life" as his confidante, someone whom he can tell things to..i guess a part of me is so deym upset on how things went for us..we were once friends, once a couple, friends again, couple again, friends again...and now...strangers or worst, enemies?!! some guys are harder to understand than Algebra and Physics! i hope this ain't an ego trip!! am missing mac big time!! *pucha talaga!* i may not be a part of his life anymore [was i?!] but i wish him good in his! *ho-hum* - AMAZING!

guess i'll be spending my christmas here in the village of Modesta..don't know if it'll be much happier than the last year's celebration or it'll be as boring as i though it would be?!!!!???...if that's the case i'll be spending the day of Dec 25th at my room, eating sinturis, listening to my music, writing on my journal, creating a new poem - whatever!! i just hope before the clock strikes 12 at midnight on the year 2005, everybody is happy and "refreshed"...my soul is one of those who needs "refreshments".. *hehehehe* it's a day in a life! - AMAZING!

it's soooo AMAZING that this things are happening to me, unexpectedly! *har har*



live life one day at a time dudes!!too bads we're not cats, we only have one life! be a FUN-SUCKER!! - that's good for your soul! *lolz*



"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 6:26 PM

 

Sunday, December 19, 2004

bangs Mania


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hehehehehehe!!! new look before the clock strikes 12 at midnight for the year 2005!! haven't have a bangs for 15 years now! hehehehehe...

by the way, im missing my budz! although she just flew 4 hrs ago to L.A. Cal... *sniff*

Lee rocks!! @ 12:25 AM

 

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Last Year (2004)

this will be my last entry this year. i might not blog something this coming days not till next year.

2004, wow!! the most unforgetable year in my life!! and i mean it!! *sheeesh* been through a lot of shits this year..ha! what can i say?! - emotionally fucked up! financially unstable!! *far out*

oh well, that's life!! we have to enjoy it though it's happening that way. learned a lot of things too. it's all good!!...like what Kuya Ayie said, "after the darknes, the sun!" - asteeeeg! \m/

Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year Guys!!

love ya!! mwaaaahhhh!!!

remember, we doesn't have to wait for a New Year to come to make a resolution!! everyday is an oppurtunity - to change, to be different, to stand out, to believe, to trust and to love!

Peace, y'all!!



"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 9:15 PM

 

Friday, December 17, 2004

He Reminds Me of Reality

i don't actually know how to start this...

hmmm, you see...after the things that i've been through this year [especially these past five months] i became more sensitive and more aware...and when i say MORE, i mean MORE!! *hehehe*

and sometimes, being more sensitive could make you insensitive. in my case i have felt a terrible heartbreak. i am afraid of trusting someone again that bad. i am afraid of loving someone more than anyone or anything else. i am afraid of giving my "best" and left nothing for myself.

i guess, as of now, i am afraid of finding that someone who could make me give in again - "just-like-that"!! someone whom i could not trust myself into. someone whom i could love more than anyone or anything else. for short, someone that could make me feel that terrible heartbreak again. if i will consult a psycho-analyst, i know she/he could tell that i have a problem of intimacy and i am afraid of getting hurt.

i appreciate every guy i've met, i've known, i've seen...but after the "tragic" that have happened to me, i am now more aware on trusting guys. i feel that every guys are just the same as the guy i once knew. i became judgemental on how guys speak, act, etc. [except the guys that i've known for almost five years and more]

things do happend that way. you got hurt, you became aware, you became more sensitive that could actually make you insensitive coz you don't wanna feel that pain that you've felt before.

it's so sad that i am one of those who are unfurtunate to experience such terrible incident, heh, it helped me though. i realized that i am living in a "real" world. everything that's been happening to me are facts of reality.

no one and nothing is perfect, in our world eventually everyone of us will fall, we will all falter and get burned. no one can handle things that wouldn't involve any risk. in everything that we do and that we did, involves risk. you will be disappointed if things won't work out the way it should be, or the way you thought it should be coz you risked something.

i may have moved on and forgetting the unforgetable but i know i can still feel the part of me that was hurt. i guess it is because i haven't forgiven him enough to what he did to me. before i met him, i felt like i was living in a dreamworld. which was good and not that depressing. but since i met him, i have to be content on living with what i've been through and what i am now because of him. tsk, that guy reminds me of reality!!!!

oh well, i don't wanna say anything about this anymore. gotta face the whole new year with my head high!!



"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 11:01 AM

 

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Fun...Fun...Fun! =)

i had fun hanging out with my Budz's friends yesterday, Nikki, Precious and a new one, 'Kuya' Ayie...we talked about almost everything!! our conversation turned out to be a goofy-senti type of talk!! *laughs* we talked about "our" life, we shared almost everything..

when Kuya Ayie spoke on behalf of all the men, i was really paying attention..i mean, every word he said was really existing and happening in reality..he was soooo cool!! i learned funny and good things from him! [Thanks Kuya Ayie for the fun! *hugs*]


here's some of our pix:

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Precious, me and Nikki at Tronix, Megamall

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me, Che, Precious, Nikki and Kuya ayie at Tronix, Megamall

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Playing bowling at the Robinson's Galeria



"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 9:17 PM

 

Sunday, December 12, 2004

My Bessy JC!

wow!! imagine that? i haven't seen my Bessy for almost 6months and i might say that God is really good!! i was expecting him to greet me a happy birthday on the 5th of December, haven't got an instant message from him though but he sent me a message in friendster, wishing me a happy birthday! that was just enough to brighten my day!! on the 6th of December, i was hanging out at the mall [RP metro east] with my "big sis" Ate joey, much to my surprise, i've seen my Bessy there with his friend Rust [don't know the correct spelling of his name, sorry]...and so, i decided to invite him to come over at my Budz 19th birthday celebration..he just said "cge, titingnan ko"..so i left him..

i wasn't expecting too much on him that he would come over at my Budz's party, but he did come...hmmmm, it was good! he drank the beer, with our other friends back in highschool...it was really a nice one coz i haven't got to spend much time on him for almost 6months!! so, it was really nice to see him again and to have him at my Budz's party...below is our pics!! *wide smile*


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a pic of us, NOW!!


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a pic of us, THEN!!





"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 11:07 AM

 

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Happy Happy Joys Joys

cool!

im with my highschool kada! [left to right - che, jc, raine, lee and faus!] cool huh?!



all the dudes!


inuman!! chelo's 19th celebration! it was a blast!! wow!!

im with a star!!

zha, faus and me!! hmm, we're drunk???

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model?!! a pose for the cam?! hmm, we're really drunk!! tsk! ahahahahaha






"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 11:19 PM

 

Thursday, December 09, 2004

When I Talk

tsk, i hate it when i talk too much! i hate it when i am very frank on what i feel and what i have to say about something or to someone! i hate it!

i can be very mean and bad! and that's what happened to me today! oh well, it's good that she heard everything what i have to say, she's hurt ofcourse - expected! but it hurts me too, i thought that she would understand what i was trying to say...i said it coz i love her, for her, it's not what it seemed...

*sniffs*

oh well, what can i do?? it was my fault coz i was "mean" on telling her what she have to hear from me...no one else could tell her that, execpt me??!!....i did what i have to do - whatever!!

*sad, i am really sad!*


"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 11:10 PM

 

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

How to Get Over Him

Unleash! In the case of a break—up, it’s okay to wallow in a bit of self—pity. In fact, you can wallow for as long as you want. You’ll find yourself waking up one day, totally tired of all the tears and realizing that you no longer feel sorry for yourself.

Zone in on the day in, day out. Other times in life, it’s good to have five—year plans and think of the future. After a break—up, it’s better to concentrate on the days as they come. Don’t overwhelm yourself with the future–just take things one step at a time.

See the silver lining. While things look bleak when someone breaks your heart, do realize that the world doesn’t end just because he stops loving you. For every good thing you miss about the relationship, remember something good that will come out of the separation.

Keep the faith. Just because this relationship didn’t work out, doesn’t mean that love is a big joke and all guys are jerks. Everyone’s got a bit of good in them–even the jerks.

Find a new hobby. Learn how to speak Portuguese, ask your driver to teach you how to change a tire, get involved in the photography club. Widen your horizons by taking up a new interest and tell yourself again and again that the world is a big and wonderful place.


by Chinggay Labrador [thanks to you!]



"watch yourself, am a child of God!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 1:13 AM

 

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Having Fun!

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all the "SEXY" gurls are in this pic! nice huh?! taken at my birthday!


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huh? hahahaha, superman it is!! oh no! it's december, maybe it's SANTA?!! *laughs*

at the stairs

i like this pic, do you?! - oviously, we were having fun!! *wide smile*


thanks fo the very nice party you gave me Budz, gurls [Cha, Raine, Ate Joey] - loads of thanks too!




"trust God, and let His will be done!"
-Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 5:04 AM

 

Friday, December 03, 2004

Last "teen" year!!

whaaaaa!! my birthday is fast approaching! [dec 5th, 2004]...but i didn't feel it coming! all i feel is that im getting older!!! *argh*

next year will be my 20th birthday and geesh i can't believe it!! the last time i was having fun and really was excited for this day to come was my 17th birthday!! it was a blast and i really had fun then because all my friends came and it was a surprise party arranged by my one and only Budz *sniffs*

and this time, i'll be spending my 19th birthday with my Budz [ofcourse], Ate Joey, Charlene and with Tita Cossette and L.A. and again, it's my Budz's plan to celebrate my "dull" day!! and it'll be a blast, i can feel it now... *laughs*

oh well, now i can feel it coming!! *lolz*

loads of thanks to my bestfriend - Ma. Chelo Bendicho y Azarcon.. [love you so! *sniffs*]



"be human enough" - Lee Falcon

Lee rocks!! @ 1:30 AM